That's my job

Well, I did it again. Why can't I ever learn from my past mistakes. Yes, I got in trouble over how I treat the children in my care. ( I remember why I got out of this line of care giving) I do not have the patience I use to have and I lost it. No I didn't hurt or harm anyone I just grabbed a sweatshirt and slammed my hand on the table, but they called me on it. Well now I don't have to worry about discipline, I'm not allowed to stop a child from doing things wrong. Oh I was upset, but more with myself that I lost it for a minute. Now for the elderly that I take care of, He likes me rubbing lotion on him so all night long he calls me into his room and wants lotion on different parts of his body. He admits that he likes it. Oh he is 92 and if I giving him back rubs with lotion makes him happy what should care. That is the role of care giving for all ages, making them feel loved and care for. That's my job. Care giver.