I'm not getting the message

Am I missing something or what? Well the daycare thing is in limbo at this time, waiting for clearances they say, I've passed them already 3 times. And guess what? I started a new client and after my first night, he went back to the hospital. I'm starting to think I'm missing some important message or something. Should I be in the caring profession? Where would I go if I were to leave? I'm good in factory work but there are no factories working around here right now. I would like to try my "hand" at radio, you know those late night chicks who sound so sexy. I wonder where I could find one of those jobs? I would love to run a store of chichiest, but I don't want to own it. I just don't know. I would go to the churches employment specialist but that's me in my branch. Funny, I seem to be the only one looking for work in my branch. So I send it out to the universe (or to you who read my blog) What should I try? Where should I go?

Daycare?

You say," now what?" but i guess it is good news. I ran into another care giver, for a couple I help with, who also works a daycare so I ask ,"where?" She gives me the phone number and location, I call and get an appointment to interview, I interview and am hired. Well as soon as all the clearance go through again I will work the closing, part time. So I guess I have a new job, but I'm not going to hold my breath. You see, the other company I work for have given me another full time position that has fallen through before I even got there and they promise that they are working on another one as we speak. I guess I'm just going to play by ear.
More news in church too. They released the branch president and starting next Sunday we will be having a short time president( till he moves in June) We are down to 5 active elders in our branch. We have 25 members coming on average and that is counting the children. Don't know how long this branch will stay active.
It is cold and snowing as it has been doing since Christmas and there seems to be no relief in sight. I can watch the ice flow on the lake and can see it all running to the falls. We have a total of 53 in. of snow and the drifts are even bigger. The woolly worm said it would be a late, hard, long winter and woolly worm has never lied to me. The older I get the more I hate winter. I hope you all are having fun in it.
All is well and we just keep going on. Don't look back and don't look to far forward. Enjoy today for what it offers and never want.

just disjointed thoughts

HAPPY NEW YEAR. I never thought I would ever see 2010. Boy, time does fly. I still don't have full time work, but I am working . You have to counts the haves instead of the have nots. With Richards sister in the hospital Christmas just kindof passed. We did go to our daughters home Christmas evening and enjoyed the company of strangers. I worked part of New Year's eve so Richard stayed up with me to see the new year come in. It is cold and they canceled church again so I sit around the house.( yes, I'm that big. ha ha) There is so much to do, but I just can't bring myself to do any of it. This is just rambling on. Disjointed thoughts and expressions. That is how my brain has been working these days. Something is missing. I can't just tell you what, just that nothing is working as it should. Maybe it is the lack of sun shine or warmth of any kind. Maybe just the after the holiday blahs, who knows. Well tomorrow is a new day, in a new year. I'll pull it all together, tomorrow. There is always a tomorrow.