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For the first time in my life, I was fired. I have been asked to leave, I have been not scheduled but this time I was fired. It was a bunch of lies, but they didn't even let me say anything. Talk about going insane. I really don't know what to do. I don't think I take filling out applications and do I really want to stay in the caring field? Who wants to hire an old lady any way? I can't stand all day on my feet and I can't bend and stoop. Yes, I''m a little depressed and very scared. So what do you think, Quickly going insane or Finally there?

I've lost something

Have you ever lost a day? I seem to have lost yesterday. Do you know where it went? While you are looking for me see if you could find my life? I don't remember getting this old. In my mind's eye I'm still 35 and I don't know where that went. No one ever tells you about getting older, they make a lot of jokes and have surgery to keep from ageing, but they don't tell you about loosing your time. We live every day and do our jobs. Being busy and all that, time just passes by. Before you know it, it's tomorrow. What are you going to do?

Thanks

What can I say, I just got fired from my job caring for the elderly. They couldn't tell me any more than that they had heard disturbing things about me and that they had no time to talk to me till Monday. I know what I did wrong, I do it all the time, and never seem to learn, I talked. I talked about myself. I share information of my life that fits into the lives of the people I take care of. Why don't I ever learn from this repeated mistake? Some times I wish that I had no voice, I couldn't talk so I wouldn't get in trouble. Now my husband in angry at me. I don't know where to go from here. I have worked in the caring business for 38 years. Who is going to want to hire me? Do you ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try you're just not going to make it? I guess I finally made it. Need to change the name of this blog to : I am insane. It is said that if you keep repeating the same experiment and expect a different out come that you clearly are in the wrong. I'm always am in the wrong, You could say that every thing I do is wrong. So, if I have wronged any of you out there, I am extremely sorry, and it wasn't on purpose. Thanks for being a follower.

Why do I try

Well maybe I have finally gone. I love the little ladies I care for but I think I blew it. I have to drive 30 miles to get to this house I work at and at this time it is just too far to go so I called in to have my work place changed. I'll bet I won't work next week. I have been working where ever they send me and so they didn't give me the position I asked for, being nice and willing to help out has gotten me where I don't want to be, but it's a job, right? Why do people like to walk all over me? They gave the position that I have been waiting for, to someone totally new to the company, because they all ready had me in a slot. Some time I feel that the more I give, the more I lose. Well, I wanted to get out of the business of caring. Maybe this time I will have too.