I've been sitting here, missing my family, not wanting to look for a job, feeling lonely and waiting.....for what? That is it, I don't know. Should I go outside and work in the yard, while I can? Should I talk to anyone? I don't know, what do I do with myself during the day? I cook, clean, laundry and the hole thing and noone even noticed it. I feel so alone. I need the sun or somthing I guess.