I've been sitting here, missing my family, not wanting to look for a job, feeling lonely and waiting.....for what? That is it, I don't know. Should I go outside and work in the yard, while I can? Should I talk to anyone? I don't know, what do I do with myself during the day? I cook, clean, laundry and the hole thing and noone even noticed it. I feel so alone. I need the sun or somthing I guess.

What should be

I haven't written on my blog because I haven't been taking care of anyone, not even me. I have been sitting on the sofa watching t.v. and eating junk. Why, do you ask? It's January and my daffodils are up, we haven't had a hard freeze yet so that all is going to happen later. like February. Well being unemployed doesn't help.
Hopefully Richard will be going back to work this week or next. We weren't made to be together 24/7, not that it hasn't been nice being home together.
I need to start doing something, soon. I just don't know what that should be.